I have been doing a lot of thinking lately. I have been struggling for a while now and I feel it is time for me to come to this space, that has in the past, been a safe place for me to jot down my thoughts, my feelings, my goals and just my day to day life fun, and finally get it all out. Even if no one reads this, It really helps to get things out...it is therapeutic for me, and I felt it's worth a try sharing my struggles so hopefully I can overcome them and finally get on with my life. I am going to separate this into three different posts so it isn't overwhelming to read. This first post is titled, My Dad because it all began with him. My Dad was the head of our family. He and my Mom were together since the 9th grade. He was kind, quiet, loving and caring, and extremally generous, and now he is gone. He just had his 76th birthday on September 26th, and passed away on November 27, 2019. He passed suddenly, and left us all alone wondering why. He had been si